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I'm not exactly sure how I wanted to start this blog post, I guess I just dish right into it, once you have something, you have something to lose, or you get bored with it. So how can one be content? I guess you truely have to be wrapped up in what ever it is that you have. I answered my own question, ha. My point is I constantly get what I want, get bored and move on. I know I know, it's very bold for me to say. But people make it easy, oh that's bitchy I know but I wouldn't be saying it if it wasn't true. Can someone give me a slight challege, please? I love when I can't find the shirt that I want so bad in my size, than I just have to go to another store and find something twice as good to take my mind off of the shirt that doesn't fit. But let's say that shirt did come in my size, I'd probably wear it once and get bored with it because it only matches one pair of pants. So it's no longer about being scared of having something to lose, it's being bored. I am a bitch. I am completely self absorbed and into myself. Once you you realize you have a problem you can fix it right? Step one, admit the problem, step two find the solution, so what the fuck is the solution?!

I think I need some retail therapy.


PS. I think I also need to stop being so pety.


Summer Goal #1- Reconnect with what really matters, yourself.




OH! OH! you're kidding me, you must be joking or you are smoking.

My mom's watching something boring on TV so I am going to continue with what I had going on.

Katelyn Bonk, this one is directed for you, How can destiny and free will at all be associated other than being complete opposites? I'm not sure your free will can lead you to you're destiny if your destiny is what it is...=/

and Marissa this ones for you, I completely agree, Its like a weird 6th sense that people have, they know exactly when to completely stop you in your tracks. And as much as I hate it, I love it, I guess it all depends on the person who's just poping back into your life.

And this one well this one is just aimed at the general public. I am exactly who everyone thought I was, I lived up to ever dumb standard everyone has had for me, but my own. So now, where do I stand? absolutely no where.

"You give a little bit of time everyone you meetAnd what do you say for yourself?"
Jeeze Tom Gabel, you're too cute and too right.

well fuck.