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I often feel like life has the strangest ways of reminding us of what we've left behind. For instance, when that one person suddenly decided to pop back into your life. While so frustrating it makes me want to scream, I find that I'm grateful for the reminder. does that sound ridic? I can better appreciate what I have in front of me or I can have a good laugh and be like what the fuck was I thinking? And when it comes down to it, only you can decide whats going to make you happy in the long run. By giving the decision to someone else, well you're in essence letting someone run your life. no good. Once its done there is no going back. I'd rather make it for myself and deal with whatever may happen rather then letting someone else do it and always wonder what my other option might have been.