yuck.

Wanna talk about guys coming back?

Talked to jess the other night, and she asked me about Christian 1 & 2, Erik, and that Vinnie guy. I said that Christian 1 hasn't spoken to me in about a week, probably good because of how things have been going with Erik, blah blah. Christian 2 hadn't tried to contact me since that night, awesome, because it was all a dare kind of think with Kate. That night, Erik was really attached to me for whatever reason before I talked to Jessica, idk. Like clingy and needy and weird.. whatever. So I talk to Erik before he goes to sleep, then I try to go to sleep and Christian 2 texts me and says "Tiffany I miss you. Are you in albany?" and I tell him no, and he tells me he misses my "amazing kisses". SERIOUSLY? Obviously I didn't answer, then he starts with "I never meant anything to you, did I?" blah blah blah, and I'm like "look we were drunk it happens." He starts complaining about how he really likes me and he can't wait 'til I'm back in Albany so we can hang out some more. 

But really.

I get him to go away, and this kid Justin that I met drunk FIRST SEMESTER starts talking to me, telling me I intrigue him every time we talk, and that he wants to get to know me better. fhdsk;afhdsk;aj.

But really.

THEN, Christian 1 calls me. I answer, he says, "What I'm trying to understand is, we've been home for almost 2 weeks and I still have not received a picture from you." He's referring to the kind where I'm not supposed to be wearing any clothes. And then tells me that if I were on Long Island he'd be taking me home that night, he wouldn't even have to think twice about it.

But really.

I am SICK of boys returning. Actually, I'm sick of boys having feelings for me. I don't want any part in it. I'm going to carry business cards around with me or something that has my number, name and picture for when a guy wants to know me, and it's going to say under my name, "Do not fall for me. It's a terrible idea."

That way, they are forewarned and I can't be to blame when I'm clearly not interested.

ughh.

Albany.

218. i cannot wait for you. so I can hide. away from everyone.