Friday, June 5, 2009

aha shake heartbreak

As most of you know, I went back to albany this past week, and suprisingly shit's been real good. No one is as cranky as they were, which is always a good sign, the weather is constantly beautiful there, and I am definately going to be exploring places in albany that I haven't seen before. Currently I am back on Long Island, only or the night though, for some reason I feel like something is calling me back to Albany, who knows what it is, I think it's the weather, the people, and beauty all around the city that I have never noticed before. Things are clearing up for me. And I have realized that setting up lists of pro's and con's is the best way to determain what is best for you life.

Marissa, I feel the same way about school and in the same sence I just can't seem to get away from it. I don't even wanna touch the subject of not going to school anymore with my parents, but the point is, I feel like my life is much bigger than school. I'm sure everyone feels that way. But every once in a while, I get that one class that reminds me why I am in school. To learn History, and information about things I would never have known if I didn't go to school. I mean come one, the world has changed drasticly since it was first created. We have come so far!

But what is even more mind boggling than the idea of learning about world history, or math (which isn't even real) Is who the fuck was this "genious" who decided what basics even human should know? When you think about its, our opinions, what makes us, "us" is actually all opinions on what someone else taught us. So "me" or "you" will never really be myself, or yourself. No one is unique.

Which brings me to, the movie I have been ranting and raving about, Waking Life, talks about something that has happened to me, and probably has happened to you. Ever have a dream that you are talking to someone, and this person tells you about this ill idea than you wake up, and you are like shit that idea is awesome, I am def. going to do that. But is it really your idea? I mean, you didn't think of it, a dream character did. Therefore "your" idea, is no where near unique. What do you think?

Next order of buisness, Katelyn, you better bring me home some ill dress or some indie as fashion from ireland/europe. Just keep that in mind, bitch. =P But really, anyone else think it's crazy that Kate isn't gonna be around next semster, I mean, of course we don't see her all the time now because of the summer, but during the semesters shes always getting wasted, wondering around albany doing her annoying ass laugh. JK Kate, I love you. But really.
And which one of you is gonna man up and watch gossip girl with me every Monday night? Yeah you guys better start drawing straws.


So I didn't think this blog post would be as long as it's gotten but I have alot to say apparently.


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